Never update this anymore.

Taken on far too much at the one time right now and in the past week I think I’ve pretty much managed to fuck up my entire life. I don’t even know how I manage it y’know?

Ugh, anyway. Ill sort it out soon enough hopefully. Starting to think that taking on two jobs and a full time college course was a bad idea. Bad thing is, if I was gonna drop anything I think I’d probably want it to be college :(

This place is definitely run by gangster. Pure suave as fuck guy just walked in with a dolce and gabana suit on, swaggered up to me. Stood infront of me and then walked away and told the receptionist that he’s back from lunch so he can take the interviews now. Oh my days… Nervous as hell. But the pays so good! I better get this job aaaaaaaaah. Do you think they’ll notice I’m h+m’d out my nut? Geeez aw the cash and I swear ill dress as suave as you lot :(( aaaaaaah. Jings.

Waiting to go in for an interview in royal exchange square. This place is crazy snazzy. Wish I could take a picture without looking like a creep. But seriously, this is what my house would like my house to look life if I was a millionaire and there’s pictures of celebrities all over the wall! Starting to get the pre-interview nerves now :(

Mmmkay so that’s me got a third interview for this week…BOOM. Errrrybody wants me.

You get some laugh in govan health centre. Woman next to me has brought in her seven kids, yes seven and all under the age of 11 or something and is now shouting to the wee woman behind the desk about how clumsy they all are and that they’ve definately got a bug of some kind. I would also like to add that the woman is clearly off her face and now one of her many spawn is trying to sit in the bin singing “the bin song”. I don’t even know what to say, trying so hard not to burst out laughing :/ oh jeez, now she’s saying she’s pregnant again… Wide as the clyde. Help me before I ask her to get sterilised….

Its a pity I’ll only get to see the sunshine when I’m sneaking out for a cheeky fag like this.

I feel so good but so nostalgic.
I miss not having to worry about all the stuff I worry about now and just being concerned about going out and getting fucked up and I miss the people I used to do it with.